psychoneurotic

YOU
Who d'hell are u??
I don't even know who you really are
But i got a crush on you, definitely
At d'first time i met you

What are u made of??
You really are adored by d'people
But i find it's hard for me to impress you
Though maybe here, i'm d'one who has d'wrong


YOU CHANGE YOU JUDGE
Maybe you conscious, or perhaps you don't realize, indeed
But i'm not that insensitive,
From d'deepest of my heart, i feel it
U've changed
Not to yourself, nor everybody,
It's on me, only to me

Freak, you named me
Eschew, you did me
We even haven't known each other very well
But you've judged me already, made your own decision
All by yourself


PSYCHONEUROTIC ON ME
No regret here in my mind, no hurt here in my heart
All i can say is
It's just miserable to look at d'situation
And stoppin myself from askin why

psychoneurtic,
There i could be
I may do -ignore-eveythin'-about-you-
But i choose to deal with those
'Coz I can too live on my very own life


BYE BYE MEANS BYE BYE
I find myself try so hard to delete you
And I keep trying to move on
All i can do is wipe you off,
everytime -you-things- infuse on my blood

Past will be past
As the time goes bye,
Bye-bye will never so hard
I might break up, but i recover

G I F T

G I F T
Is anythin given; anythin voluntarily transferred by 1 person 2 another without compensation;
a present; an offerin. [1913 Webster]

Gift is sumthin that sumone give for another
Gift can be anykind, whether absolutely shaped like d'object
or obscurely shaped like d'treatment
Treatments are like doin sumthin, givin attention, hearin sumone, helpin, it can be anykind..
While d'objects are like flower, candy, food, parfume, apparel, n' so on n' so on..

About d'gift ,
Don't ask about d'feeling when we get it, it may b vary from one another due to many reasons
And don't ask about what's d'purpose of that gift in', it also may be any kind of causes
So be thankful for everythin we've got,
Be grateful for what we have as a gift

Don't ask for anythin.. except how to manage it very well..
Put the giftin' their own best place in our life
We decide what we're gonna do with that...
And of course, use it wisely for good purpose only...

I'm glad when i get a gift, especially when that's what I've been expectin for
I also heart of giftin' sumthin, particularly when d'gift was really sumthin sumone needed

In giftin, try to do d'best in sincere
That's become d'proof that we're alive,
That we can do sumthin for d'human being
So never ever regret for what we've given

And when we get a gift more than what we've been expectin for,
When we get the really amazing gift from sumone...
Believe and remember that as our reflection
That perhaps we haven't give sumthin really great for others in the past
Make that reflection as defiance for ourself,
That just by now, we can do it like those best gifter did, and maybe
better...


happy gifting everyone! :D